I had the lyrics stuck in my head, so I altered them and I did a thing to my lady’s page.
Tags #deviantart #menageriecat #silly #lulz #dA #devart #shibe
Just a little something I whipped up quickly this morning. I’m trying to get myself back into more positive activities and trying to get back into a creative groove…
Anyway, I made this because I couldn’t find anything similar. I wanted to display this as my Facebook cover photo, but the Pansexual pride flags I was finding didn’t have anything like this. SO, I used the definition of the term and slapped it onto a pride flag (which I made myself, obviously due to the fact that the proportions are off). This way, I don’t have to explain what being pansexual means.
Free to use, and you do not have to ask permission to use this, because why would I make you ask to show your pride? <3
Tags #menageriecat #pansexual #pansexual pride #pansexual pride flag #pansexual flag #sexuality #identity #love
My psychiatrist, after my having a rash breakout across my torso, belly, thighs, and shoulders, took me off of my Lamotrigine (awful several days without it) and started me on Lithium.
I don’t know if anyone around me would understand my feelings having to be on Lithium, and it being the safest antipsychotic of the 3 options I was presented.
Tags #psychiatric disorders #psychiatry #psychology #psychiatrist #bipolar #bipolar disorder #bipolar 2 disorder #bipolar 2 #lithium #lamotrigine #rash #skin rash #menageriecat #feels
▷ The Wee Ones and Freyja
So my two new girls, Rose and Opal (7 month old dumbo rex ratties) spent their first night in the big cage with Freyja and Luna, and they’re all still snoozing and being cute :3 I’m so happy they’re all finally in the same cage!
Last week, I discovered that Freyja has a breast lump. Today, she’s getting it removed. I hope that the surgery goes fine…. I know it will :3 Freyja is a strong girl <3
Tags #rattieroos #the rattie roos #freyja #fweyfwey #rose #opal #fancy rat #dumbo rat #rex rat #menageriecat
..is looking at me as I’m sitting on the floor on Tumblr, and every time I make a noise at her, she starts bruxing. I imagine she’s thinking:
"ooooOOOOOOH MOMMY MADE A NOISE AT ME! SHE’S GONNA LET ME OUT OF THE CAGE TO RUN AROUND! EXCITEMENT INITIATED"
Tags #freyja #fweyfwey #fweyja #ratties #the rattie roos #rattie roos #fuzzbutt #PEW #pew rat #fancy rat #domestic rat #Rattus Norvegicus #menageriecat
▷ The Bubbs
Are running around on my bed :’D
I gave them bits of an oreo
My ratties love bits of oreo.
Tags #rat #ratties #the rattie roos #rattie roos #menagerie #menageriecat #freyja #freyfrey #fweyfwey #luna #the woon #woon woon #woogie #woogie woo #woona #oreo #oreos #cookies #rattus norvegicus domesticus #fancy rat #cute #dem ratties are so cute
▷ Oh hi there, ladies and gents
- I’m alive
- I have my own place
- I have lots of art to upload
- I have no internet at my new place
- Luna had surgery last week to remove an abscess from her jaw
- Luna is doing just fine
- I am fat booty
- I hallucinate
- I’m eating like a fat
- I think today went pretty well and stable
- I love you people
- Yes I do
- Love you people
Tags #menageriecat #life #new home #house #ratties #the rattie roos #rattie roos #surgery #luna #freyja #maxine #maxxie #the woon #woon woon #woona #freyfrey #fweyfwey #rat booties #the butts
My friend ~SoVeryFaraway was up at my house recently so she could attend the local furmeet, and we had an awesome time! I was so happy to finally have a friend over! She wanted to go suiting one day, but realized she had forgotten to make herself a badge! I rummaged around my room to find a scrap piece of illustration board, and I made her this sweet little badge! She was so excited when I made it for her, and she was incredibly grateful! I made this right in front of her, so it was a joy to create work for someone while the person is right there!
Colored pencil and pen on illustration board
Yes, I copied that from my dA entry… I HAVE NO REGRETS.
Tags #menageriecat #furry #furries #furmeet #friend #artists on tumblr #artist on tumblr #soveryfaraway #farawayfursuits #far #faraway #badge #furry badge #con badge #furmeet badge #traditional media #colored pencil #pen #illustration #illustrators on tumblr #animals artists on tumblr #fursona #gift art #gift #margosartwork
▷ Some Time
Sometimes, when I feel absolutely horrible, I stay logged onto that window, even when I know she’s fast asleep and making those sweet little mumbles that I love so much. I know she won’t log on until she’s woken up and finished her shift at work, but just knowing she’s there for me makes it feel better sometimes, even when she’s sound asleep.
Sometimes, I question my very state of being. What is the point? Where is the point? Does it ever have one? Did it ever? There is a world outside of my head, and I walk thru it, but I often end up on the outskirts wondering where I am, who I am, and what I am. Am I a place; a state of being? Am I some fluke error in the genetic code? Am I the genetic code? Am I merely a woman; a woman with a malfunctioning bio-hard drive? Is this body just a vehicle which I need to interact with the world?
Am I only a whiny sap with a ‘slap on the wrist’ version of bipolar, whose life is merely a sham to be living and a play written for the entertainment of the greater world?
Is the world outside of myself the healthy place, or is it the crazy place? Am I the crazy place?
Is there a place in the world I’m meant to occupy? Does society care? No. If society cared, we’d all have jobs and there would no longer exist racism, sexism, homophobia, and only cruel means of being which divide us, but it doesn’t care. Society is just made up of people, and I don’t think I’ve ever been invited to be there. Gay, bipolar, and unemployed - three things the majority of society look down or even discriminate against. You think anyone in a small area cares? You think anyone in a large area cares? If society cared, I wouldn’t be sitting on a splintering fence on the outskirts. I’d have a job if society cared. Months and months of running around town, filling out applications, handing out resumes, and what does it get me? Not a damn thing.
Sometimes, I can’t tell if I’m awake or asleep, or if I’m trapped in reality or in a world created by myself.
Tags #vent #i don't even #why #what is this shit #menageriecat #artist complex #mental illness #bipolar #why the hell am I even posting this #go call mtv
▷ Better Day
The mood has definitely changed in my room for the first time since Maxxie passed. I’ve been having a hard time coping with her death, and my sweet little Freyja and Luna were definitely picking up on that. They weren’t playing or romping about, weren’t coming around, and were generally uninterested in anything.
I’ve slowly been coming to terms with Maxxie’s death, and last night was an epiphany for me. I’ve been reading poems about rats passing, which helped ease my inner pain. My lady also helped me out greatly last night. She listened to my telling her about the day I had to bring Max in to be put to sleep, and helped me to think of her death differently. She said to be happy for the life I gave Max, because without my rescuing her, Maxxie would have been killed a long time ago. I tried my best to give Maxxie a beautiful life, and I think I succeeded. I was telling my lady about how Maxxie rested her head on my shoulder as I cradled her against my shoulder in the exact way I cradle a human baby against my shoulder, and how when I’d touch my head against her’s or I’d kiss her head or look down to her, Max would do the same to me. My lady, Annie, said that was Maxxie’s way of telling me she loved me too, and that she was ready to go. Annie said that Maxxie “left on her own terms”, and to be happy I gave her a beautiful life.
From now on, I will celebrate Maxine’s life, and I won’t dwell on her death. She changed my life, and I will celebrate her life <3 Such a beautiful little rattie roo, my little Maxine <3
PS: Luna and Freyja are definitely feeling the positive mood change, and were romping about like their old selves again this morning <3 So thank you, my amazing, beautiful, wonderful Annie, for helping me cheer up <3 <3 I love you so much, Annie <3 <3 <3
Tags #maxine #maxxie #maxxie moo #menageriecat #the rattie roos #rattieroos #rattieroo #rattie roos #ratties #fancy rat #pet rat #domestic rat #chocolate hooded rat #hooded rat #life #death #change #love #celebrate #celebration #celebrating life #changed life #new life #better life